Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Wing missing

Wing is not in the shop. Yesterday she said she was tired. I said that I wasn't surprised seeing the hours she was in the shop standing up being pregnant. I thought she was about 5 months or less. I thought I heard her wrong when I asked when she was due and she said: 22 of October. I said, sorry, I meant when are you going to have the baby. She repeated the same thing again. I was astounded.

Having said that, Espe said that her sister in law is nearly 5 months, and has put on 1 and a half kilos!!!! That is nothing! And it is strange, as she is not a thin person, not fat either, but certainly not thin, on the heavy side (I don't think you know her, I think she got back with Adolfo after our wedding). They say that when you are pregnant you should not put on more than 10 kilos (like a stone and a half), but many say it is hard not to put on any more than that). Did you work comfortably through your pregnancy? I know some people that after a couple of months have to keep to their bed, or just can't cope with anything, and others that work till a day before giving birth. It also depends on the pregnancy, not just on the person, as some people are fine one time, and feel crappy the next.

Wing is having a girl, and so is Teresa. I always have wanted a girl. Now for some reason, I wouldnt mind one way or the other. Girls have such nice clothes, and I like the girls decoration. They also seem generally to behave better, and you can identify more with a girl. But then boys are supposed to be more noble, straight forward, but can be a handful. I suppose I could say a cliché: as long as it is healthy...

I carry on eating terribly, nothing fresh, crap etc

I want to go out and buy some fruit and fish and salad tomorrow.

It seems simple but I just don't seem to be able to do it.

I can't even succeed in taking a bloody vitamin tablet. It is fizzy so I dont want to take it before I eat, or after, or when I have took a tablet, or when I have to go to the academy...

So much for being slimmer for this cousin thingy

For me the worst thing is getting past that "wanting to eat and eat stage". At the moment, if I am at home, I can't just not be full of food. It is like I am addicted to it. I blame it on all the crap I eat, which if full of chemicals and probably is addictive. Or maybe I need my stomach to shrink. So, I have to get by this sensation, if I could do it for a few days, it would work







1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You seem seriously out of control. You better get yourself together and do something about it before it is too late and the weight starts to pile on. Believe me it will, you have been extraordinarily lucky so far but you are not going to get away with it for ever !!!!

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